Life is what you make it, so let’s make it a movie.
You’ll be the girl that someday falls for me.
I’ll be the boy that would do anything.
I’ll kneel on one knee and present you a ring.
Life will be so perfect everey single night.
And I’ll thank god that you are my wife.
Nothing could ever ruin this life.
Then just like in the movies, tragedy strikes.
So instead lets protect ourselves and each other.
It’s better off to not fall for one another.
I’ll pretend I don’t care and keep to myself.
If I don’t have you I can’t lose you, for that would be hell.
Nightly thoughts
I don’t know why i torture myself
Im not sure why i do this. Every time i start to really REALLY like a girl i draw a picture of them. Each time they get better even though i barely ever draw or practice drawing faces. This last one pretty damn good. The shit part is that i always seem to wait to make these drawings until either things dont turn out or i do something stupid. Its not intentional, just happens. I just like drawing beauty that i will never obtain i guess
